Have you ever considered how to build your ability to draw? I have found that sometimes if you find materials that are geared towards teaching children, you can gain access to the ground floor of skills.
That is actually something I have learned with Montessori as well. Those that may have struggled with math get into the Montessori classroom with the tactile materials and skills that never unlocked in HIGH SCHOOL suddenly are accessible to you. So here are two things I want to suggest:
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